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Starting the ConversationTrigger warning: Rape and self harm themes
No one ever told you this so I guess that I will.
You don't have to have sex just because you think thats what you should be doing. Have sex if and when you want to, with whoever you choose. Be safe and consensual and be ready. No matter how committed you are to someone, whether you love them. Whether you're in love with them. Whether you're related to them by blood or marriage.. you should never do something you don't want to do for them.
You don't have to be ashamed about sex. Just because you made a horrific mistake as a child and as a result you have no idea what you're doing.. most people don't. When you find the right guy he will help you learn what he wants. Everyones different anyway so knowing how to please one guy wouldn't give you an advantage for the next. It's okay to be scared given what you've been through but now all you have to do is wait. Remember to wait. Because three times you pushed yourself
A love letterI have asked my self a thousand times why I love you. And while I can list hundreds of the virtues and intricacies of your soul that have caused me to deem you an angel, I don't think I can fairly say that any or all of these things are reasons why I love you, but rather that the love I have for you is the reason why I see them. And I think that is perhaps the single most beautiful, heartbreaking, and vivid truth about love, that it has no rules or blueprints, it simply is. It refuses to be contained, or limited by our capacity to understand it. It transcends reason and rationality. And in our struggle to define love, love defines us.
Dear Cousin Katie,Dear Cousin Katie,
Hey, you piece of trash. A rude greeting for a child, I know, but you deserve it. Because you're evil, complete evil. I am positive you know what you do and say is wrong, though possibly a bit oblivious to the full extent of what you've been doing. You're on your way to a pretty serious beating once you're a bit older. Honestly, if you aren't drop dead gorgeous, someone is going to murder you. Heck, I'll murder you. Just wait.
In case you think I'm being unfair to you, let's go back and talk about a few things, shall we? First off, what kind of beast tells her brother to kill himself because no one loves him? While he's on suicide watch? And while he's dying, because you're a kid, you get away with telling him to stop wasting everyone's time and either stop faking or die. Yes, hospitals are boring, but you kinda just have to deal with that. If someone is being rushed away, or is attached to lots of needles and tubes, there is
longing until someone comesSometimes we feel like islands;
We long for the company of others, but once someone comes we aren't sure what to do with them and most of time they don't know what to do with us either.
A Letter for a Loved One LostDearest Aunt Susan,
It has been a year since the cancer plucked the strength from your bones and called down the chariots of heaven to take you home. Not a day has passed that I do not think of you. Not a day has passed since I remember the promise which I was never able to keep. I feel horrible for this, though I know deep in my heart, you are smiling down on me and telling me not to worry about it. You and I were of like mind. We looked at the world with morbid curiosity and humor. We shared our thoughts every week, though every week since you’ve been gone it goes without saying that I am still waiting. I haven’t brought myself to erase your number from my phone. I keep waiting for the emails that will never come, the laughs we can no longer share and the smiles I will never see.
It has been raining for the last four days, today being no exception. The rain is joined by my tears as I remember the last time I saw your smiling face. It doesn’t get easier sometimes. I
Beloved EnemyOh, my beloved enemy,
How could you do this to me? To the child that I was? You robbed that child of her innocence and then robbed me of it again through murky memories.
You are my enemy because of what you did.
You are beloved because of who you are.
A person should never have to go through the confusion that I have gone through, where they are simultaneously adoring and abhorring.
I hate you for what you have done to me, the life that I could have had snatched by your cursed hand in a moment of lust.
But I love you, still. How could I not? You are blood of mine, after all.
I must confess, when I first heard of your Motor Neurone Disease I felt a split second of triumph. Now, at last, you understood what it meant to be unable to speak. And then I felt disgusted by myself. How could I wish such a foul illness on anyone? I do not want you to suffer, even though you made me suffer. I do not hate you.
I do not hate you.
You are both my worst enemy and my admired uncle. And I know that I w
How Rollthere are basically only two humanoid races on earth....
[5:06:34 AM] Bhaskar Chatterjee: east and west
[5:06:46 AM] Bhaskar Chatterjee: African origin and asian origin
[5:06:49 AM] Bhaskar Chatterjee: Aryan and jew
[5:06:56 AM] Bhaskar Chatterjee: aryan and dravid
[5:07:07 AM] Bhaskar Chatterjee: African and mongol
[5:07:24 AM] Bhaskar Chatterjee: that is proved in how their thigh muscles roll...
[5:07:32 AM] Bhaskar Chatterjee: muscular rolling
[5:07:36 AM] Bhaskar Chatterjee: anatomy
Diaries of A Mad Girl To Her Invisible Friend#219 ~ Multi-tasking and bad kitty babble
My dear you,
I just came back from the grocery store and it seems like I left ages ago It takes me a while to get out of the grocery store as it is, but my haircut place is inside the grocery store and since there was no line to get a haircut, I got a fresh trim It did not end there... Have you ever gotten a pedicure before? I got one last month and I nearly fell asleep. It is really relaxing and do it yourself never will compare to the professional ones. Do not get me wrong, I am not high maintenance I just really think they do a great job at keeping your feet healthy. Of course the pedicure place is inside the grocery store, so I got pampered with one after all the walking I did last month
I got groceries. I do not have to cook for the family this three day weekend because they are visiting their best friends, I bought nothing but fish! I of course am here babbling to mine I had to put gas in my car and that is always
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