I'm Sorry Guys :(First off, I want to start off by apologizing from the bottom of my heart for closing down my DeviantART page. I wasn't in a good place. It was an impulsive decision that I made, which I do too often for my own good.
I have realized my mistake and I'm putting up my page again. I was a fool to abandon you all like that and for that I am so, so, so sorry. I should have just said I was going on a break, god what a dumb thing I did, I'm so sorry you guys.
Eternal-Violet-Void is back, she's ready to go, but first.
Let me take a self-
What I meant to say was, I really want to take this time to thank formerly Fe0 and TonyStarks-Girl who were real troopers for putting up with me.
Those two are the real Deviants, above and beyond friends and the most amazing people I could ever have the pleasure of meeting.
This is all you guys, thank you for kicking my ass in gear.
But yes, Eternal-Violet-Void is back to stay.
Thank you YoutubersDear the youtubers who saved my life,
I honestly doubt any of you will ever read this. But if you do...
I just wanted to say thanks. For all the laughs. For all the smiles. For the inspiration. If not for guys, I probably would be as happy as I am.
2014 has been by the worst year of my life. I lost several things precious to me: an activity with people who were like family to me, several friends too.
But, it's also been a pretty good year. I got a cello, made new friends, started my own Minecraft team.
That mainly has to with you guys.
Deadlox, SkythekidRS, TrueMU, HuskyMudkipper, BajanCanadian, JeromeASF, SSundee, Setosocerer, deceptibonks, Weedlion, BlueMonkey, Slamacow, CaptainSparklez, AntVenom, midnightvixen, TTSNIM, AshleyMariee. You guys are only a few.
To the old Team Crafted, what happened? What happened to your friendship? Did the fame pull you guys apart? The money? You were all the closest I've seen people be together, you made me happy till 2014, when you guys split. Watch
HalloweenI'm trying very hard
to imagine our love
as a bag of candies.
There will be times
we reach into each other
and pull something bitter,
And other times,
we will reach and
pull something sweet,
Why?Why are you doing this? Why have you been so selfish? Why have you enslaved? Why have you done all this because you thought you could just run away from things when you find out that everything falls down apart? It's not going to fix itself. Nothing's going to change. Unless, that's exactly what you want. To stay that way while everyone else changes. While everyone else moves on in their lives.
Why does it have to be complicated? Why have you made things hard with strict rules where the ones close to you cannot do anything they want? Why have you chained them down and put them in cages so they could not talk to anyone else but you? Why are you being so controlling? You might have many close friends with you but at some point, it will not last. They will see what you have done to them and how selfish you are.
Why have you become like this when you were so sweet and nice before, as well as easy to talk to? When everyone was happy and everyone had fun here? This place isn't supposed to be
EntusiasmoAlguna vez, ¿Has amado con todas tus fuerzas hacer algo?
Una de mis pasiones es escribir. Y me esmero con cada palabra, con cada letra, con cada frase transmitir esa pasión, ese amor y esa dedicación que le pongo a cada una de mis creaciones que vienen desde lo más profundo de mi pensamiento y de mi corazón.
Cada escrito mío, tiene una parte de mí. Cada palabra plasmada habla mucho de mí.
Pero, además de esa pasión y amor que todos conocen en mí, existe otra cosa que amo hacer con todas mis fuerzas, con todo mí ser, entregando cada célula que me compone y dejándolas disfrutar aquel momento. Esa pasión, ese otro amor; nadie lo conoce. Más que claro ahora tú lo sabrás.
Es un deporte.
Mi amor es el karate.
¿Cómo lo amé? Fue curioso, porque al principio lo odie. No me gustaba, pues es para hombres pensaba, pero cada técnica, cada posición, cada palabra se metían en mi ser
Diaries of A Mad Girl To Her Invisible Friend258 ~ Sweet dreams. I love you, my dear friend!
My mind telling my heart,
but my heart is deaf
It only listens
To its own nonsense
My LoveMy Love,
Hm ... I remember you once called me a wonderful, headstrong and special creature. Your assessment honored me and made me smile, but yes, actually that makes me think too - who am I really? And who knows him/herself, who he/she is? Do you know it? Do I know it? Does your neighbor know it or your dog? Do they need this knowledge, are they striving for it? And if so, would the answer for their question make them happier or sadder in the end?
Is it not true that most people tend to either praise themselves higher than reality permits or stomp down themselves deeper than it needs to be added to the imagination?
To be true to myself ... I am a driven spirit I think, lingering around the world (or at least my neighbourhood) for a few decades, if granted to me.
I’m the one stumbling over visible earth cracks and as it seems, I’m a master when it comes to fall into every sandtrap that exists only to stand up again with a rushing smile of shame, ready to seek th
Save YourselfI am a good human capable of good deeds and kindness in life...but not untouched by the devils present in my life and world
internet is a portal that has unleashed the evilness to your heavenly worlds...it has caused an interaction, out of which devil has anyway harmed her life and innocence...
save me I plead...
but above all save yourself, her and your world...as perhaps i am eternally to be a bait for devils purposes...but the devil targets you with long term devious plans...and there is not one, there are many....innocent girl, protect her...she doesnt deserve my useless ass or harms this world intend for her.....